dissapointment

have you ever noticed
why is it that no matter what we do
we can never really gain our parents approval
as teenagers???
we stay quiet and out of the way...
your depressed and neurotic..
thats what they say
randomly trying to please
we open up
laugh smile and chatter with ease
your suspicious...
what drugs have you taken
they turn relentless and seem vicious
its makes you confused
your so scared,
you always loose...
i dont kno who you want me to be
ive tried so many times
ive no idea who is me...
im lost and alone
you kno its your call
who i am you decide
pick soon tho its me or nothing at all
so ....
who am i